BURP: Ms. Mediocre
Not feeling wonderful at all. My biggest fear is mediocrity and a lot of what I’ve done (or, rather, haven’t done) is even less than mediocre. I take on responsibilities because I know I can handle everything that comes with each obligation and because I feel that I can bring something special to the table.
But why haven’t I brought anything substantial to the table?
I have to take everything more seriously. I feel like I’m letting people down and with that realization, I become self-destructive.
But I’m not gonna try and build up a pity-party. I gotta pull myself together because this is my shit. And I just need to womyn the fuck up. I will prove to myself, as well as my colleagues, that I took on the responsibility because I have the drive and dedication to be amazing at the job(s) I’ve been given.
No more Ms. Mediocre.
