BURP: self-realization
I’m a bitch.
I know I am.
It’s not something I’m proud of all the time though. I don’t know why I don’t have a filter; I say some really fucked up things out loud, in public, at the most inappropriate times. It’s funny because literally right after I say something really mean and/or out of line and/or annoying… I feel so bad and just want to hide under a rock.
I’m that person that says whatever you’re really thinking but too afraid to say out loud… or at least polite enough to not say out loud.
There are times where I wonder why people aren’t bitchier though.
Even here, people are so damn passive and immature. Like damn, man the fuck up and grow up. (Granted, me speaking out of line every now and then is somewhat immature but at least I realize that I need to work on it.)
It’s hard for me to keep my mouth shut. I promise I put in a lot of effort to keep my mouth shut if I have nothing nice to say… it’s just so difficult when I start to get comfortable with people. Great. And then those people are annoyed with me and I end up with no friends.
What’s wrong with me? Why tf do I not have a filter.
Fuck.
